So this is to the best of my recollection and I am high as a kite right now. Yesterday started at 545am with a group hug and off to Lahey from the hotel. We get there an by 630am I am Johnnied up and I got the same Nurse Wendy to begin the knocking me out process, I meet Igor the Anesthesia dude, he inserts some IV's and I wheeled into the OR. All remember was the 3 giant lights above my head and passing out. I came to in recovery and I was not in any real big pain just very confused. I got me an Irish Nurse named Debbie she was cool beans and exactly what I needed. She took excellent care of me, gave me a sponge bath brushed my hair and was a total love Being that I have never been in the hospital and I was alone it was nice to have some one very compassionate. I remember talking briefly to Lynne about Dad. I still have not seen him and no one else for that matter, this was he first time I really felt alone and really scared not know what to expect and being on drugs also an experience I have never had. Apparently I make every laugh here, one the Doc's who is here on Fellowship I asked him if he was a Fellow or a Funny Fellow. I told him I would do this again. Truth is I would,he told me he was Beligium, me I say oooo they make great chocolate there.They moved me out of the Recovery area up to the "floor" I had a cathatica and was compliment numerous times on having phenomenal urine. Really!?! Who knew, guess I should add this to my on line dating profile now. Hmmm, well since I am such an optimum pepe'r they took the cath out. I sat up today in a chair and in constant clicking of m pain med button. O I have these really neat leg massager things, they help prevent clots but I like to think I am have a Pedi, minus the paint job. My day today very blurry sleep for maybe 2hours at time cause well everyone is still touching me and looking at me. I am heavily drugged have not seen my Dad at all yet, goy more texts than a teenage girl and for about 10 minutes I thought I was in a physc ward, some lady scream HELP she was bleeding to death (she popped her IV) another one was moaning and the rest of the sound were just way to much to for my drugged induced little head. All I want is to see my Dad and have some laughs cause though Lynne, Tommy,Uncle Mike, my brother and his wife have been around there is still something really lonely about being in a hospital, let alone trying to sleep. WTF is wrong with everyone don't they know the Princess delivered a liver and needs her beauty sleep.. geez! I still got an IV intake in my neck ya it is really narly and one shoved in my hand for "outake" my pain is pretty intense even with pain med's there are moments where the only words that work are "this fucking hurts!" I got a drain bulb it's really gross, but what I got from this was and is the greatest gift..to see my Dad continue to live, this really was a little self fish on my part cause well not ready to walk the planet with out him being on it too. Well that's all I got cause these pain meds make me itchier than a crackhead on Weld Sqare and I think my eyes are crossing. My spelling and grammar must be horrible too...o well...awe dam it here she comes again "Grace" she is my CNA tonight kinda gramma like to what else touch me again, maybe she will fix this neck tape it is ripping at my baby hairs...arrrgg...k peeps be back at ya when I got some thing new and funnier...For those of you wishing to visit we are on the 6th floor, I am room 36 Dad should be up tomorrow...for the rest of RAISE YOUR GLASS for me and for us...we made it and Karma is a beautiful thing...
The song for the night.......This is me and my Dad's "song"
The River Garth Brooks
This took me 2 hours to type..lololololol..computers and pain meds dont mix
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