Seriously!?! (pg8)

So I just got a call from my buddy Maria, she schedules all the doctor's appointments and she informs me that next Monday I have to meet with an OBGYN  before I have my stress test. "What!??!" Well I thought I only had to do this Stress test and than be done with all the testing. Ya, not in my world. I am like Murphy's Law of Donor's for shit sake!! Every time I think I am done, I get told I need another test. Don't know why I need a OBGYN test, my Dating life has been dead for over a year, so much so I am contemplating hanging out in Airport Security and pick a good one from the their scans!! Baby Factory is closed too!!  Good thing I am having a Stress test after this appointment, I think I will stay on the tread mill for 3 hours!! I am beyond frustrated today, being poked and prodded, yes it is all for the greater good but seriously this plays on you. I am healthy, but all this testing is making me feel like I am the one that has the liver disease, let alone the fact that I am sick today, friggin Mother Nature thinks she is funny. Like my Shitty weekend was not enough!?!  Poor Denise, my Nurse I just vented to her for 20 minutes. One thing I know for sure, I have had every test known to man and woman, and every test I take comes up NEGATIVE!!! Apparently the Auto Immune Marker test that I turned up positive on is inconclusive at this point. This Journey is surely not for the meek, I have already had some breakdowns like a scared 5 year old, and today I am just plain 'ole bitchy!!  There are moments when I feel saying I quit, this just sucks and I have had enough Johnny wearing exposing my self to being touched without a KISS first, but even with all my frustration and the cold hands and probing instruments I just think, Dad can't even walk to get the garbage barrel blowing across the street and I am bitching???